Assembling my memoirs has led me to reflect on the nature of
memory, and how the process of storing and retrieving memories actually works.
I started in medical school aged 17 in February 1944 - 70
years ago - so the little bit of knowledge I picked up all those years ago is
buried deep and isn’t much help. When I
was a medical student I learnt a smattering of neurology and read a few books
on neuropsychology and psychiatry. Reflecting on the rather haphazard recollections
that comprise my memoirs I am aware that my reading over the years since I
graduated in 1949 hasn’t added enough current knowledge of brain function to
know where to begin. I understand in a vague sort of way how the brain is
structured. How the brain functions, however, is unknown territory to me. Nerve cells
are connected to each other at synapses where information is exchanged. The number of synapses, connections of one nerve cell to other nerve cells, is prodigious, estimated to be in the billions. These interconnections are involved in all forms of intellectual function, including memory, There
are specialized centres to process and arrange particular kinds of information,
for example about what we see, hear, smell, taste, and feel. Stimulation of any of these senses can evoke
memories.
I’m intrigued by the fact that sensory input can sometimes
instantly evoke a particular memory; but at other times, for instance connecting
a name to a face, an author to a recently read book, or the name of a former
politician whose decisions come up in conversation, retrieval of particular personal names the specific
parts of the memory may take days. What does this tell us about the nature of
the process, the extent to which it is electrical (which ought to be instantaneous)
and chemical (which if complex chemicals are involved, might well take hours or
even days)?
Here are some of my observations that touch on how my memory
works.
Sensory input – things I see,
hear, smell, taste, feel – can trigger memories. Snatches of music sometimes
remind me of episodes from the past. The strongest trigger may be the sense of
smell, which is a reminder that this sense is mediated through the most
primitive part of the brain. Strong smells don’t necessarily evoke memories but
occasionally a subtle smell can induce an overwhelming flood of recollection of
an episode from the past, something that hasn’t entered conscious memory for
years, or even decades. For instance when I had my car serviced recently I
caught a distant whiff of hot engine oil. It triggered a recollection of the diesel
engines on the Adelaide Star, the cargo
ship that in 1954 carried me from Tilbury Docks in East End London to Tenerife
in the Canary Islands then on around the Cape of Good Hope and across the
Southern Ocean to Adelaide. Not just a general memory of that splendid journey
but a particular occasion when I climbed down the companion way to the engine
room where one of the engineers had crushed his fingers in the moving
machinery. I administered first aid on
the spot, then took him to the ship’s surgery, which was in the stern just
above the propeller shaft, where I cleaned up his fingers and put in a few
stitches to hold the split skin in place until it healed.
Throughout the1980s and early 1990s I coordinated and taught
in a delightful course called Human Dimensions of Health and Illness. I had
about 72 hours of contact time with the class of 84 first year medical students
and saw many of them frequently in small groups, some of them one-on-one for
counseling or in the role of mentor. I got to know many students very well, was
on first-name terms with almost all of them. As they walked towards me on the path
leading to the entrance to the health sciences building I could greet each of them by
name. In the early 1980s when the synapses engaged promptly, I could greet them
as they approached me; by the late 1980s, my synapse time had increased and I
could greet them by name as we were passing each other; and by the 1990s, I
retrieved their names only after we had passed each other. The memory function
that links names to faces took longer as I grew older. The process of
retrieving stored memories takes longer with advancing age. I think many people
observe this. Does this reveal whether neural synapse connections are chemical
or electrical? Or does it indicate other characteristics of neural synapse connections?
It reveals something about the memory function of linking names to faces but
I’m not sure what this is.
At the international scientific meeting of the International
Epidemiological Association in Los Angeles in 1990, I convened and ran a
workshop on ethical problems in epidemiological practice, research and
teaching. About 100 people attended this workshop. They came from many
countries, and I had met about two thirds of them before; about a dozen were
old friends. The workshop took place in an auditorium with gently sloping rows
of seats. I chaired two lengthy discussion
sessions in which I stood at the front and was able to call upon almost everyone by
name – impressing myself as much as everyone else. Reflecting on this now, I
think it indicates that this kind of memory function worked most efficiently
when I was on an adrenalin ‘high’ that made my juices flow better than usual.
So I have – or formerly had – the ability to connect names
to faces, which is a rather specialized memory function. I could remember places too and their
relationship to each other, in cities that I visited again after a long
interval. When I returned after several years to London, Edinburgh, Paris, Geneva,
New York, San Francisco, Boston, Sydney I could unerringly find my way back to
a favourite book shop, a favourite restaurant (or where it had been) even when
in the interim there had been drastic changes – newly imposed one-way streets,
demolition and rebuilding that obliterated familiar landmarks.
Like almost everybody, I find now in my late 80s that when
names of politicians or authors of books come up in conversation, these names
usually escape me, at least for a time, only to bubble back into consciousness
hours or days later when the moment to drop them into conversation has long
passed. This suggests that a slow
chemical reaction rather than electrical impulses which are virtually
instantaneous, must be involved in memory storage and retrieval. Yet we know
that electrical impulses are involved in brain function, because we can record
and measure them by attaching electrodes to the skull and observing and
measuring the discharge of tiny electrical currents that take place when people
are thinking, using their brain to perform various types of intellectual
activity, or experience various emotions.
Going back to the distant past, when I was a school boy and
when I was a medical student, I had to learn innumerable facts but always,
always, I tried not to adopt rote
learning – that is, learning by memorizing without necessarily understanding.
Very early in grade school, in Grade 1 or Grade 2, I can remember 80 years
later, that I tried consciously as we learnt the multiplication tables, to understand
why 2 x 2 = 4 and 12 x 12 = 144, not
just to memorize as we recited them in unison in class in a sing-song way I can
recall as clearly as if it were yesterday. I’m told we use a different part of
the brain to reason things out, rather than memorizing them. Does the part of
the brain involved affect ability to remember?
In the six years of the medical course, we had to learn the vocabulary of medical practice, about 14,000 new technical terms, the equivalent of three modern
languages. Knowledge of Latin and Greek used to be a mandatory requirement for
admission to medical school until well after my father’s time in the 1920s,
because anatomical and pathological terminology are derived from these 2 classical languages.
It was no longer essential by my student days in 1944-49, but it helped that
I’d taken Latin to Intermediate level: I understood words like anterior, posterior,
ventral, dorsal, and why the mitral and tricuspid valves are so named. But
daily use that led to familiarity was how I learnt the languages of
biochemistry, physiology, pathology, and the clinical names for many diseases
and the symptoms they cause. Many of my classmates swotted for exams by
memorizing vast arrays of facts – by using mnemonics or rote learning – but I
never did that. I studied by trying to reason things out. Many of my classmates
learnt by rote that some conditions, such as chronic lung infections and
congenital heart disease that deprives the extremities of oxygenated blood,
cause the ends of fingers to swell like drumsticks. I tried to learn by reasoning out why this happened (the explanation is
far from straightforward). Nevertheless, whether memorizing vast numbers of
facts or trying to use reason and logic, successful passage through medical
school demands prodigious feats of memory. And that’s just the beginning:
staying abreast of the rapidly advancing frontiers of medical science requires
never-ending surveillance of medical journals, regular and frequent attendance
at formal courses of continuing medical education, and, of course, remembering
this newly acquired knowledge.
More than this I can’t say with any confidence. I know if I
consulted Google or Wikipedia I would learn more about how memory works. But
I’m not writing a scholarly monograph, merely my memoirs. These memoirs are all
about things I remember from a long, most enjoyable, and very interesting
life. It’s not for me to say more than I have said here, about how or why I
remember the assortment of facts and episodes I’ve reported here.
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